Today I was reading in my morning meditation book about God wanting our heads in the clouds with God but our feet planted firmly on the ground because this is where our work is to be done.
I think all of me was floating in the clouds for most of the first year of my sobriety and I did not want to come down and firmly live as a human on earth.
It was a beautiful experience that I cherish.
However, no matter how much I didn’t want to connect to my human side and come down, it happened anyway.
It feels like I came down hard.
Even though it feels uncomfortable and terribly painful, it is the touchstone of growth.
I heard a song lyric the other day that comforts me and it says, “even the best fall down sometimes”.
I don’t have to be perfect, I am already perfectly perfect just how I am.
If I am to be who God wants me to be and do God’s work then it must be here on earth, connected fully with mind, body and spirit.
This is the new part of my journey and I must remember that I am never alone in this.
God is all around me in every moment, with every breath I take and with every step I make, no matter where I go.