No longer do I hold the belief that even though God may exist, God is just something that stands on the sidelines watching everything go down with little involvement in any of it.
God is absolutely everything.
I don’t believe that God can be described or comprehended by our human minds.
I believe God is experiential and felt by the soul.
Nor do I humanize God, giving God a gender, or face, or character.
I believe God transcends all of this.
I believe that I play the small part God has assigned me in a divine plan that I may never see the result from but know in the core of my being is perfect.
When I came to this knowing I could finally relax and experience a earth shaking sigh of relief.
This relief came from the knowledge that it was not all up to me to decide, manage or control and that everyone’s path was uniquely their own.
It was necessary for their own spiritual growth.
Just like mine had been my own and very valuable.
The only thing I can do is love myself and those whose lives I touch, without conditions.
I can finally relax, just be and begin to know inner peace.
And I am also totally fine with the fact that everything I believe could possibly change tomorrow.