I push forward into the life I’m meant to have, instead I the life I thought I should have.
Most of the time I trust in the universe that what I’m meant to have, I will have.
The people I need to assist me on my journey and help me fulfil my purpose will be placed in my life, and those that no longer serve their purpose will be removed.
Sometimes it takes me a while to see things clearly.
Sometimes it takes me a while to get into acceptance of what happens to be.
Sometimes I doubt, sometimes I get confused and lost.
Sometimes I struggle and resist.
I often get stuck trying to “figure it out” which inevitably always fails.
I’ll try hard to predict the future based on the past or present, a future that for all I know, may never come, instead of trusting.
Sometimes I forget to be patient.
Then I remember that the only I thing I may ever know for sure, is right now.
I guess this is all part of my humanness.
In the end though, I always have a knowing deep down inside, that my creator is all around me, and I will always, no matter what, be okay.