The journey of learning how to navigate life here on earth as a sober, conscious and awakened human being has been challenging at times.
Now that I’ve been finally facing the things in my past that have created this character I’ve needed to create to survive on this planet and have driven my thoughts and actions my whole life, I have begun to be free of it little by little.
I wasn’t ready until my soul was ready.
With faith and trust in my creator, I am able to find clarity, make decisions and then act on them with courage.
I can decide today what it is that I want my experience here on earth to look like, and when it’s really close but not quite there, I don’t have to settle out of fear that if I don’t, I’ll never have it.
That’s been my problem my whole life. I’ve settled for almost enough respect, almost enough happiness, almost enough love, almost enough living.
Then slowly but surely the bar got lower and lower and lower until I would accept anything at all.
Finally my life and beliefs got so small that there was no room for hope.
So now I’m in the process of expanding my beliefs about what life can be, setting the bar higher and placing more and more trust in my creator.
My experience so far has amazingly been that life absolutely rises to meet me where I am.
That’s a good reason today for hope.