You can know the truth and nothing changes. Change doesn’t occur until you change your actions, and live the truth.
It’s hard to be human most of the time. When awakened and all of the awareness and intuition floods in, the thinking mind works even harder to block it, figure it out and keep us from the truth.
A pattern I have been trying to break for a long time is denying the truth I know because my mind doesn’t want it to be true.
Because my mind is a place full of fear about what is. It then projects a future that either unrealistic fantasy or tragedy. In judgement about what is, my mind labels the present as “good” or “bad”. Obviously when it goes the way I want the judgement computes as “good”.
When it doesn’t, it appears to be “bad”.
It tells me that this is not supposed to happen or I would be better off, happier, if it would just would happen the way I think it should.
Never does it tell me that what’s happening is happening because it’s meant to, that not only are things unfolding in a divine way that is beyond what I will understand but that I need understand nothing.
Again, this incessant need to understand is from my thinking mind. And there are no answers there.
My soul just wants to experience.
So thinking is my only problem, all thinking. Without judgement there are really no “problems”.
The struggle is when to do and when to not do.
What can I change by doing and what matters little in this unfolding of the universe?
Again I am brought back to the only answers I know at this point, unconditional love, courage, living truth, being present and being the light.
If there is one thing I know to be true
On this journey towards the light
The one thing I need to always honor
To be able to live on this earth without needing to reach for something to quiet my mind
Is to live in and speak up for truth
No matter what the world thinks
No matter what those around me think
Whether people leave me or don’t leave me
Whether people like it or don’t like it
I answer to my creator
I need to have the courage to carry the message of truth
I need to stand in the light of solution
I need to speak up about God, that all knowing creative intelligence that performs miracles on those like me that have been lifted out of darkness and shown the way
I know that my soul cannot tolerant the false reality around me that most choose to live in
I have been granted a gift and my primary purpose is to honor that