Never would I have been able to predict how my life was going to turn out so far if I would’ve been asked a year ago.
A year ago I was in the darkest time of my life. I didn’t know it could get that dark.
Yet it did.
I was full of terror, hopeless and had a feeling of impending doom, as I predicted the end of my life had finally come and I could see it happening in slow motion before my eyes.
I had lost my sanity, stuck circling the drain of madness.
My 2 sons were scared of me and for me, with the rest of my family baffled as to what to do with me.
I had lost everything.
The memories and flashbacks that come of the last year are a gift, for it reminds me of where I came from and pushes me forward to seek something better.
I hope I never forget.
Today my life looks so different on the inside and outside. I have a full life with people who inspire and encourage me, an amazing career in helping others that have come from where I did and most importantly I am able to love and be loved.
I know am on the path I need to be on because everything just falls into place.
I have a purpose on this planet and my most important job is to seek and fulfill what that is.
Gratitude fills my heart for being lifted out of my old life.
I have been reborn.