I can feel the release in my body when surrender comes.
It’s like I don’t even know how much has actually built up until the point that I finally let go.
I release my reality to God, to the universe.
Tears normally come and I say “God please help me. Help to know and follow your will for me. Whatever that may be or whatever that looks like, give me the strength and courage to follow you in times where I feel powerless, lost and tired of trying to do it on my own.”
My shoulders drop and I plead with complete and utter humility.
When the surrender comes, then there can be recovery, in any area of my life.
Room is made for a new power to flow in, the power of God I allow to channel through me.