Deep in the center of my being is light, a light that is love, a warmth that wants to love. In my mind lies the desire to be loved, to feel it from somewhere outside of myself. But the truth … Continue reading
When i sit in the space of stillness
Drawing myself back in the moment of now
In the quiet
Voices in my mind pass like clouds on a windy day
My thoughts slow down to a stop
Listening to only the sound of my breath
In nothingness I remember the truth
The warmth of what is and has always been surrounds me
Soft vibrations of my being push outward
Going farther and farther up to the cosmos
I am everywhere
I am everything
The universe always has answers all around me, all the time, to all my questions if I just open my eyes to them.
It’s like these flashing signs screaming for my attention.
When my ego is loud and I’m caught up in expectations, resistance, and personal desires, I can’t see what’s right in front of me.
The more I try to “figure things out” with thinking, the less chance I have to be connected to the answers within.
The answers will not come from my thinking.
Times of quiet meditation, just slowing down altogether and being present, is necessary for knowing which direction to go and what path to take.
In times of indecision, although it’s taken practice and I’m never perfect, I have made progress on not reacting but just waiting until I’m sure of what action to take.
When answers become clear that’s when I need courage.
Courage enables me to step out from fear and into faith and trust, that God has my back no matter what, and I then I can follow what I know to be true.
I feel the power flow through me from a strengthened connection with God when I do this and feel the presence of God all around me.
I feel safe.
“Make peace with silence, and remind yourself that it is in this space that you’ll come to remember your spirit. When you’re able to transcend an aversion to silence, you’ll also transcend many other miseries. And it is in this silence that the remembrance of God will be activated.”