Same Game, Different Day

It’s really difficult when you live your life as a kind, conscious and caring person, to be constantly confronted with the fact that people are not always that way. Continue reading


Ugh why?

I have many shortcomings. One of which is being deep, about everything, all the time. It’s so hard for me to be light. To not spiral up or down about everything. I know that about myself. I scare people away with it sometimes, a lot of the time actually. It’s like with me it’s black or white. Like I can’t just let things be what they are and not think days, months or years ahead. Or I can’t not dissect every little thing and make permanent decisions based on temporary thoughts or feelings. Even after all this time of working on becoming self aware, there is still so much to learn! Someone asked me today why I completely turn my back and walk away from people I care about. She said life is short. We are only here for a minute so why would I do that?  She said it seems that I can’t deal directly with people to work things out, that I avoid. It’s so true. I ask God today to relieve me of this defect and free me from my never ending stream of thoughts, opinions and fears, so that I may have a different experience on the planet.

Yes I’m Talking About Love

There is much to be said of love.

It is the sun’s love that opens a flower, just as love opens a child.

Love heals emotional pain, love heals emptiness, for when there there is emptiness, there is no love.

We can’t measure emptiness, but we can measure love.

When there is love there is fullness, and wholeness.

Just like rain is necessary to grow new things on earth, tears to human beings heal us so new things can grow in our lives.

Allow yourself tears today in healing.

If you are feeling empty and incomplete, find someone to love.

Let that one you find to love be you!

Born of the Stars

I’ve loved you 1000 years
A thousand hugs
A thousand jokes
A thousand laughs
A thousand smiles
A thousand joys
A thousand triumphs
A thousand struggles
A thousand victories
A thousand tears
A thousand heartaches
A thousand unanswered questions
A thousand fears
A thousand hopes
A thousand disappointments
A thousand broken wings
A thousand tantrums
A thousand “why”s
A thousand lifetimes I’ve waited for you… to see that we were meant to be, born of the stars, you and me.

Leaves on a tree

Soulmates are like leaves on the branch of a tree.

All leaves are from the one tree but the ones on a specific branch are the ones closest.

These souls from the same branch meet again and again in different lifetimes.

Often one will recognize the other, but sometimes it’s only the one, and the other does not or cannot see.

It is up to each soul when confronted with the other to recognize it but also it matters most what they do with it.

Sometimes fear will get in the way and as a result the souls never fulfill their destiny.

One knows it, the other chooses to walk away, missing out on following through with the union.

Great heart break is felt by the soul who is awakened, great suffering is felt by the one who is not.

Either way, the soul will keep repeating the meeting again and again, lifetime after lifetime, until it chooses to open its eyes to the truth.